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[May. 21st, 2007|09:30 am] |
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Wow, I'm sorry my little lj for not writing in you for so long.
Its been almost a year since I written anything in here. I really can't believe how much my life has changed since i was last on LJ.
I feel like my whole perspective of life has been flipped. Maybe not flipped, but altered. Something happened that changed my life forever.
( My story ) |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|11:05 pm] |
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Its my best friends birthday and she is in Tacoma. I miss her so much and I wish she didn't have to be so far away from her friends and family, but I know that she is being taken care of.
Kelsea, I love you with all my heart. Your my soul sister and my best friend. We have been there for each other in the best of times and the worst of times and I know it will always be that way.
You have been such a blessing to me over the years. You have a beautiful heart that has been hurt to many times by life. I'm so happy for you because you have found someone who treats you the way you should be treated: with love and respect. Thank you Robert for taking care of my Kelsea.
Although I miss you so much I take comfort in the fact that you are building the successful life that you deserve.
I cannot wait to see you again my dear friend. Good times will be had.
Thank you Kelsea for being you. You are amazing. |
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| Missing my friends, but doing good |
[Mar. 11th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
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I haven't been able to hang out with a lot of you for a while. I miss you all so much.
I have been going to school monday-wednesday, working on fridays at the spa and on the weekends i help my brother out with his films in Seattle (where I am right now).
Even though i'm busy, I am still able to make time if anyone wants to hang out, just not on the weekends.
School has been going well. I'm on the floor now, meaning i can preform chemical treatments (coloring, perms, relaxers... that kind of stuff) so if any wants a treatment come see me. You can call me for details.
I'm going to be going to compitions with my school in April. Thats going to be really fun.
Work is also good. I love my boss and my co-workers. Its a nice working environment. Plus, I love working with Kelsea!
I love coming down to work with my little bro and his friends.. they are a very fun group of friends who work hard and play even harder.
So yeah thats my life as of late...
I'm really missing you guys so if any one wants to chill during the week please don't hesitate to call. I promise I will get back to you. I love you all so much and hope things are well for you all. I know a few of you are going through hard times due the death of Sarah. She was a very sweet person who will be missed my many. My heart and prayers go out to you all who are dealing with this great loss. Stay strong my friends. I'm here for you whenever you need me. |
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| Friendship |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|11:58 am] |
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Flowers are lovely; love is flower-like;
Friendship is a sheltering tree;
Oh the joys that came down shower-like,
Of friendship, love, and liberty,
Ere I was old!
-Samuel Taylor Coleridge (1772-1834)
"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"
-Walter Winchell
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies).
"Give others freedom to be themselves. Appreciate the differences between their ways an yours."
You can pick your nose and you can pick your friends, but you can't rub your friends off on your saddle horn.
-Some Texan
I have struggling with who my real friends are lately and what it means to be a good friend and this is what i have come up with; friends are people who are with you during the hard times and celebrate with you during the good. I may not always aprove of the choices my friends make but they are my friends' choices not mine and I should stand by them and be there for them if their choice is a mistake. I can offer advice and if my friend refuses it, thats OK.
Tough love doesn't get you anywhere. Tough love is how parents should love thier kids, not how friends should love their friends.
One thing i have realized is that I can't help someone unless they want to be helped and unless someone is greatly harming themselves I shouldn't try to help them unless they ask. I can offer advice, like a I said but thats it. Just like any realitionship you can't go into thinking you can change that person. People have to make there own mistakes in life. People are going to be who they are and sometimes you have to ask yourself: "Am i willing to accept this person with thier faults because I can not change them."
I know i haven't always been a good friend. I've made my many mistakes and I just want to say thank you to the friends who have stuck by me, picked me up when i was down and help me understand the mistakes I have made. To those who didn't I still love you and there will always be room in my heart for you. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|07:13 pm] |
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What is everyone up to tonight? I want to hang out. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
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I'm going to marry Dane Cook and Adem Sandler. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
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I'm in Birdsview right now helping Becky with her movie. I don't get cell phone reception out here, so I'm sorry if anyone is trying to get a hold of me. Leave a message and I'll call you tomorrow. |
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| Reminder: Candle Party |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|01:26 am] |
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My Candle Party is this Saturday at 7:00. EVERYONE is welcome. If you want to come please RSVP my leaving a comment here.
Free food and drink for all. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|01:19 am] |
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I should be sleeping but my rib (right under my left boob) is really hurting. It started out feeling just bruised but now whenever i cough, roll over, sit up straight or even move, i get this sharp pain. I think I should go to the Doctor tomorrow, just to get it checked out.
I need to quit smoking. I think i will get the patch. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
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Scott's birthday was very interesting. The parts i can remember were very fun. I got pretty drunk off of two glasses of Southern Comfort and pepsi. So if i did or said anything, um, untactful, please forgive me. I hate it when i get that drunk and i can't remember everything I did the night before. Unfortunatly I do remember pucking and having the toilet seat hit me in the head a few times. How classy is that!
I also remember slamming my head in to Alans bedside table when i went to go to sleep. I now have a little bump right between my eyes. Its hurts.
So yeah, i have been recovering since saturday. Hehehehe I'm a bum. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
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My cell phone is working again! Yay. Now i can have contact with the outside world again. |
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| PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY ummm candle PARTY!!! |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|12:31 pm] |
I am having a Candle Lite party at my house. (I know i said i'd never have one. Shud up!)
My candle party is going to be fun. I'm going to have lots of yummy food AND Marguritas! After the candle party is over i was thinking we can all hang out and drink at my house, so that means guys are invited too.
Where: My house on Alabama
When: Saturday, Oct 22th @ 7:00pm
Why: Because candles are good and they smell awesome
RSVP: 527-0406 I will give out directions when you call.
If you bring a friend you get a free Jar candle. Yeah thats right FREEEEE candle. You know you want it. come and get it.
Come on: FREE food, FREE drinks, FREE Jar candle with a guest. What more could you want out of a party. The candle part only last for half an hour the rest is all drinking and dancing on tables. YAY! |
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| My toughts on Bush |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
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*Takes a deep breath* I don't approve of Bush's leadership anymore. I'm not saying that i ever fully supported him in the first place,
and I'm not saying that he is evil and that i hate him. I just don't approve of his choices anymore. I have been leaning away from Bush for a long time now, and there is still a small part of me who still supports him, but i think thats just because he is the leader of my country and he has done some good.
My new realization came to me the other day when I was talking to Joe about Bush. I said i was sick of people criticizing him for everything he ever does. I asked why people had to bitch about him all the time.
At this point Joe looked at me and said:
"Sweetie, I know that voting for bush was hard for you and I know that you still feel you have to defend your choice. But you have to realize that there are somethings he is doing that are wrong."
I looked at Joe and everything became clear to me. He was right. This whole time, I wasn't defending Bush, i was defending my choice, even when i knew the things Bush was doing were wrong. But i wasn't just defending my choice, i was defending my country.
The thing is that i grew up in a third world country and I saw things many American's don't ever see. I saw how the rest of the world lives. I saw people who worked for $1 an hour (thats 50 cents american). There's hardly any good doctors. People wash there clothes and themselves in the river. Hardly anyone has running water, let alone hot water. In Belize almost every family is a low income family, but there is no federal aid. There are no hand outs for anyone.
The government down there sucks way more then our government could ever suck. They can raise taxes whenever they want with out any warning. They can literally get away with murder. Almost all cops are corrupt. I could go on, but I don't want my post to be pages long. Even with all this going on, this doesn't stop the people from being happy, they are thankful for what they have.
The point I'm trying to make is that we, as American's have so much, yet we are never satisfied. We believe that we deserve the right to everything we want and when we don't get what we want we throw a tantrum. We complain about what we don't have, but hardly anyone does anything to change it.
Most American's believe there responsibility as Americans only include Voting. Of course there are exeptions. There are people, Like Jamie, who are going to school to be Lawyers so they can try and make a difference.
There are people like Jesse, who Join the Army and go to war to protect American.
There are people who go out and collect signatures to change what they don't believe in.
What makes America great is that people do have the power. We just have to choose to use it. It takes hard work to make a country great, but nothing worth having is easy to get.
I am happy that i can see the truth now. Am i sorry that it took this long? No. I'm not. I had to realize these things in my own time. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:52 am] |
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I'm being kept under house arrest by my cold. This is the worst cold i've had in a long time, but at least I'm feeling better today. I'm so happy, I can smell again, sort of.
So I'm addicted to Texas hold'em now. I have been playing with over at Jeff, Jason, and Aron's house, with them and Simon and Jade.
On friday a lot of people came over and we had two huge games going. It was so much fun.
The next day Joe and i went to breakfast with Simon, Annah and Erica. I have know of Erica for while now, but i really never knew her. Its been nice getting to know her. She is a very cool and fun person. I can't wait to go to Karaoke again with her and Annah.
Oh I have some great news! My older Brother Arran is coming to visit tomorrow!!! Yay!
I'm going to go and take some medicine so that i will be back to normal by the time Arran gets here. |
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| TO THE BEST ALAN EVER! |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|12:05 pm] |
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Hey Alan! Thanks for letting us crash at your place again.
For being such a good friend, I am going to make you dinner!
Whats a good night for you? |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|09:41 pm] |
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Sup, I'm chilln in Birdsview with my Homies: Jesse and Davo and my Hunny, Joey. Can you tell i've been hanging out with Jesse :-p
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) beca_lu
Sorry you have to work.
See you tomorrow.
BTW everyone: my cell isn't working so if anyone needs to get a hold of me you can call Joe's cell at 319-9379
Bye everyone. Love you all |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|02:40 am] |
I don't know what to write about on LJ anymore. I want to speak my mind, but i don't want to start controversie.
Ever since last election I am very careful what I say around people. I slipped up this weekend and got into a dissusion about poltics with Jamie and Kelsea.
I am so bad at talking about politics because I am a very emotinal and sinsitive person and i usally come off sounding like a jackass. But I know where i stand and thats all that matters.
I have been so peranoid lately because when i got back from Portland i found that some one had stolen all the gas out of my vands!
Damnit, the price of gas is way to high to have some dumbass kid steal it. GRRRR
Well, its OK, cause I'm pretty sure i know who it is. Its good to have a suspect. Don't worry i don't think it is anyone of my friends list.
The only reason I'm up right now at 3:00am is because i keep thinking that i hear someone outside, either trying to steal my gas or my Van. Its a very creepy feeling. I'm so tired and i want to sleep, but everytime i start to nod off, I hear something, jerking me wide awake. *cries* I want to sleep. God heather, don't be such a baby.
Well in good news.
Daddy got home safely from Berzil. *
Kelsea family gave my family a yummy fish. My dad BBQed it, of course, and it was SOOOOO yummy. THANK YOU SO MUCH KELSEA AND YOUR FAMILY!!!
I have been getting hours at work again. Yay! Money is very useful.
SHIT! I heard something again! Fuck this isn't cool. I hate this freaked out feeling.
I want to move. I don't think i will feel safe in this house for a DAMNIT! it keeps happening.
I got to go. |
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| Stupid Hurricane |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|11:54 am] |
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I'm watching CNN and i just feel sick and i keep wanting to cry. Here I was complaining about my van being taken, and just down south, in my own country, so many people have lost everthing!!!! The Mayor of New orleans says that 100s to 1000s of people could be dead. There are so many people right now who don't know weather their loved ones are ok. I'm worry about my little brother all the time and he's just in Seattle! I would fall apart if any of my friends or family were in New Orleans.
You guys! i just feel so helpless. Can't give blood because they won't take it cause i lived in Belize. I don't have any money to give. So i asked my mom
" What can i do!"
"Pray, that's the most powerful thing" she told me.
And she's right. The most powerful thing i can do right now is pray. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|02:33 pm] |
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I had new keys made for my Van today. Everything is working fine. The thief even left a little gas.
I Still need to have all the locks on the car changed, but thats going to cost three hundred dollers. GRRRR
So for now i just have to use the club on my wheel.
I'm still pissed Woodrow was taken, but i guess being angry isn't going to help anything right now. I'm just so thankful to have it back!
I wish i could find out who it was so i could ask him why the hell did he have to take my van and cause me so much worry and pain while it was gone, not to mention $300 to get my locks changed. Then i would leave him alone with Jesse, Joe, Trevor and Mike for a little bit.
Alls well that ends well. |
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